Then, at the end of the day, I got a return call saying, 'Hey there, we've decided to just help you out a bit.' I walked immediately to my 'prayer spot' (read: the one place I can go in an office full of boys and not be bothered!) and I opened my hands wide in thanks. He has heard my prayers. Every. Single. One. and he always answers. Always protects. Always sustains me. This month has been spent quiet so far. I like my life loud and big and fun, but there is something appropriate about being small and quiet when you feel the Greatness of God present. It's our only fitting place, right? Lowered small in awe of this God Most High?
One of my favorite bloggers wrote in a recent post, "God sees it all ---- and He will see to all of it." These past two years have been a truly remarkable stage of life for me. God has spoken so clearly and conclusively in my life that it honestly just blows my mind. Why me? Why has he chosen to make himself so known to me? Why do I deserve the honor of knowing without a shadow of a doubt that when I ask of him, then wait patiently, He won't hold his tongue or his guidance from me?
I chew on that sentence.. "God sees it all.... and He will see to all of it." For me, that statement feels like the gospel truth. I have seen God's faithful hand in the big and dreadful areas of my life but I've also seen him in the down right ridiculous. So I do my best to return His blessings with thanks.... to worship this God of the Constellations who so evidently shows up in the minutia of my little every days. Sleep deprived mom who desperately needs a caffeine fix but is a nickel short in her empty wallet? Ever Faithful God leaves one nickel in the change dispenser for me. He knows my need. Hands open immediately in thanks because he keeps me close and tends to me with such all knowing loyalty.What a wildly, incomprehensible idea for me to understand. This God that was before all things keeps his attention and affection on my little family. So I quiet in awe, because this is the place my heart remembers, this is how I honor this Redeeming God.
I've kept much of my life over these past two years quiet and close to home, but it feels right to share the worship song that has been my 'anthem' during this stage of life. I've listened to this song 10,000 times and hope my heart always cries these words with the reckless abandon that I do now. Blessed Be Your Name by Matt Redman.
Don't think for one second that this scene below didn't end with arms held wide in thanks. Most fun child ever practicing her belly laugh with full enthusiasm on our way to school. Thank you God for this happy.
Just a smattering of everyday of my life. Joy overflowed.
Jill and I took London and Knox to the $1 Movie one night. London wanted to wear her Little Mermaid costume. Fine by me! :)
And Knox proved he's the most romantic guy in all the land. :)
The next day... practicing being the cutest old couple that's ever lived! I saw a video today of them at school talking about their wedding! My gosh. It's all just too much!

I argued with Lu one day about buying this $2 ballon because I thought it wasn't worth it. Watch this video then span this excitement out over 3 full days. Best $2 I've spent in a long time.
Sometimes I walk in on things like this....
And I spend all of my days laughing with one of the biggest but sweetest personalities I've ever met.
Thankful for every one of these every days. God couldn't have blessed me with a greater life.













